The Countdown

And so the countdown begins. Only 7 days left until I move to Ft. Worth, TX to begin a life with Foxx and a brand new me. Well, someone who I have been all along just more assertive and less needing of being accepted. I've always tried to fit inside this box to make everyone else happy and it's just not me. So I am super excited and can't wait!

He is coming down on Saturday the 6th of August. I really miss him so much, it will be great to see him. It has almost been a month since I have seen his beautiful face. Moving though...gosh it gives me the willies. Didn't have it until just this moment when I am actually writing about it and giving it some incredible thought. This is something I have to do but damn, I'm kind of scared. It's pretty great at the same time.

Last week some crazy things happened though. First, my dad talked to Foxx over the phone. This I didn't see coming seeing as how things blew up last Monday. But it happened. I don't really know what was said but it was a tiny bit of progress on my dad's part.

Then, something else blew me out of the water! My mom actually invited Foxx over for dinner! My parent's are divorced so this isn't creating any conflict in a household. I'm really proud of Mom. She supports me and she trusts my judgement. That is a good feeling. She even said she is proud of me. Last night she even said that Foxx was a good man. The comment had me stunned to say the least. She was so against even meeting him in the beginning. She didn't meet him until July and I've been in a relationship with him since May 1st.

Foxx is really excited to be coming to live with him. He really misses me and I just wish he was here to hold me in some moments. He is a huge comfort in my life. Hopefully, everything works out the way they are supposed to be.

Well, I think that is all for today. I have been posting once a week but, since this is a countdown I am going to try to post once a day this week. If for nothing else to keep an actual countdown. Until tomorrow!

Ren