Well I certainly got busy! I literally haven't had almost any time to myself since I moved up here to be able to write. So I am here in Fort Worth. I have landed a job at Great Clips and it has been an amazing transition!
I definitely miss my family so that is hard on its own. A week after being up here, my dog, Probie, whom I left in San Antonio with my grandparents, died. That was really tough. He wasn't even a year old and he just fell over and he was gone. It was so horrible. At least he didn't hurt much hopefully. Foxx and I have learned that we have a lot of differences but we are working through them.
So a lot of transitions are taking place and while it is a lot on me, I'm handling it pretty well I think. But I will get back on later. I just want to take a little bit of me time without thinking about everything that has gone on these past two weeks. I need a breather lol.
Ttyl,
Ren
Friday, August 26, 2016
Saturday, August 6, 2016
Tomorrow Is A Brighter Day
Tonight was hard. Deep discussions were had between my younger brother and I that everything isn't all it seems and that things happen in life that shape each human being as they are. It was a toughy. I'm not going into details but it was hard. But we will be okay.
I get to see Foxx at 8 pm this evening. It is now 2:30 am. So I am going to go to sleep now. Sorry I wasn't able to continue the countdown. Ended up staying at my Dad's who has no internet so wasn't able to publish anything.
Hopefully I will be able to publish something on Monday but that is the day I am moving so I might not be able to. Peace out!
Ren
I get to see Foxx at 8 pm this evening. It is now 2:30 am. So I am going to go to sleep now. Sorry I wasn't able to continue the countdown. Ended up staying at my Dad's who has no internet so wasn't able to publish anything.
Hopefully I will be able to publish something on Monday but that is the day I am moving so I might not be able to. Peace out!
Ren
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
The Countdown Continues
Only 6 more days until the move! I made some preparations today. Since I had moved out of my apartment and am kind of...transient, my belongings are pretty much everywhere. There are clothes and my crafting stuff and memories at my Nana's, some few things at my dad's like...a suitcase full of stuff easily packed, and then stuff at my friend, Desi's where I have my own room.
Today I tackled everything I needed to at my Nana's. That is where most of my stuff was at that I needed to pack. It feels so good to get that out of the way. All I need help on is actually getting it into my PT Cruiser, but my dad will be helping me out with that on Sunday before I leave. It felt so good to get that out of the way. Clothes are all space bagged and my randoms are in a large tote that fits into the back of my vehicle.
Also had my brother's birthday dinner for the family. He turned 11 years old and I couldn't be prouder of the little man he is becoming. I'm going to really miss my brothers but it'll be okay, this exact thing is the reason they invented Skype. Well, that was my day!
Until tomorrow!
Ren
Today I tackled everything I needed to at my Nana's. That is where most of my stuff was at that I needed to pack. It feels so good to get that out of the way. All I need help on is actually getting it into my PT Cruiser, but my dad will be helping me out with that on Sunday before I leave. It felt so good to get that out of the way. Clothes are all space bagged and my randoms are in a large tote that fits into the back of my vehicle.
Also had my brother's birthday dinner for the family. He turned 11 years old and I couldn't be prouder of the little man he is becoming. I'm going to really miss my brothers but it'll be okay, this exact thing is the reason they invented Skype. Well, that was my day!
Until tomorrow!
Ren
Monday, August 1, 2016
The Countdown
And so the countdown begins. Only 7 days left until I move to Ft. Worth, TX to begin a life with Foxx and a brand new me. Well, someone who I have been all along just more assertive and less needing of being accepted. I've always tried to fit inside this box to make everyone else happy and it's just not me. So I am super excited and can't wait!
He is coming down on Saturday the 6th of August. I really miss him so much, it will be great to see him. It has almost been a month since I have seen his beautiful face. Moving though...gosh it gives me the willies. Didn't have it until just this moment when I am actually writing about it and giving it some incredible thought. This is something I have to do but damn, I'm kind of scared. It's pretty great at the same time.
Last week some crazy things happened though. First, my dad talked to Foxx over the phone. This I didn't see coming seeing as how things blew up last Monday. But it happened. I don't really know what was said but it was a tiny bit of progress on my dad's part.
Then, something else blew me out of the water! My mom actually invited Foxx over for dinner! My parent's are divorced so this isn't creating any conflict in a household. I'm really proud of Mom. She supports me and she trusts my judgement. That is a good feeling. She even said she is proud of me. Last night she even said that Foxx was a good man. The comment had me stunned to say the least. She was so against even meeting him in the beginning. She didn't meet him until July and I've been in a relationship with him since May 1st.
Foxx is really excited to be coming to live with him. He really misses me and I just wish he was here to hold me in some moments. He is a huge comfort in my life. Hopefully, everything works out the way they are supposed to be.
Well, I think that is all for today. I have been posting once a week but, since this is a countdown I am going to try to post once a day this week. If for nothing else to keep an actual countdown. Until tomorrow!
Ren
He is coming down on Saturday the 6th of August. I really miss him so much, it will be great to see him. It has almost been a month since I have seen his beautiful face. Moving though...gosh it gives me the willies. Didn't have it until just this moment when I am actually writing about it and giving it some incredible thought. This is something I have to do but damn, I'm kind of scared. It's pretty great at the same time.
Last week some crazy things happened though. First, my dad talked to Foxx over the phone. This I didn't see coming seeing as how things blew up last Monday. But it happened. I don't really know what was said but it was a tiny bit of progress on my dad's part.
Then, something else blew me out of the water! My mom actually invited Foxx over for dinner! My parent's are divorced so this isn't creating any conflict in a household. I'm really proud of Mom. She supports me and she trusts my judgement. That is a good feeling. She even said she is proud of me. Last night she even said that Foxx was a good man. The comment had me stunned to say the least. She was so against even meeting him in the beginning. She didn't meet him until July and I've been in a relationship with him since May 1st.
Foxx is really excited to be coming to live with him. He really misses me and I just wish he was here to hold me in some moments. He is a huge comfort in my life. Hopefully, everything works out the way they are supposed to be.
Well, I think that is all for today. I have been posting once a week but, since this is a countdown I am going to try to post once a day this week. If for nothing else to keep an actual countdown. Until tomorrow!
Ren
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